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He just got skinnier and skinnier and weaker, he had skin cancer and had to use a walking stick. It was harrowing watching Tom deteriorate – he lasted about a year and a half from his diagnosis to death. I was so relieved even though I’d been in such denial around the whole thing. I remember going for one of the first antibody tests about six months later and it came back negative.
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I went into full denial and just shrugged it off. I’d known we’d been cheating on each other for a long time, so the possibility wasn’t a surprise, but it’s strange how the mind works. At the time I was completely numbed by it. He’d been at the piano bar where you’d sit around singing with drag queens and he said he had something to tell me – that he was HIV positive and that I needed to get tested. I remember being in bed when he got home, and he was absolutely smashed. He was another one that I met and fell in love with straight away.
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He was the same height as me – 6’1” – and always wore diamonds in his right ear. He was so handsome, with a massive smile, dark brown hair and big brown eyes. He was an artist who would work on interiors – he would create huge murals on people’s walls and floors. We’d been together for three years and as well as being funny as fuck, he was so, so talented. He was American and was one of the funniest guys you could ever meet. And we just turned a blind eye because the last thing you wanted to do was admit that this was what was going to kill us.ĪIDS really hit home when Tom Hammond, my boyfriend of the time, came back to the flat one night and told me he’d tested positive. There would be no last-minute reprieve, it was game over. You saw the pictures of people wasting away in the media and you knew they were going to die. It was so different to now – people were terrified of getting a positive diagnosis so didn’t get tested. You found out you had it and then you were gone.
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